Treasure

          Third year life? Uhmmm, they say it's the hardest part of being a high school student in our school. Well, on that I do agree. There's a lot to do, and some of the teachers are strict too. Despite of the strictness of our teachers, I still love them and I would like to thank them for they are loving teachers. They are the ones who taught me discipline. Their efforts pays a lot in the learning and the knowledge that we, students, acquire from all the things that they taught us. They are in deed good in teaching. Students could really learn from them not only about academics but also in good moral.

            About my classmates? They really are incomparable with all the classmates I ever had in the past two school years I had here in CNSHS. They are the noisiest, most playful, most inconsiderate, and craziest I think, but in spite of all those negative traits that my classmates have, they are the section I that I will never forget. Our section is the combination of the noisiest and most playful students in our batch; there comes a time that the could be so inconsiderate about the feelings of our other classmates, that's because they are too naive. They nearly don't care about the feelings because they are not aware of the feelings of other people around them. Our section is somewhat carefree with almost everything, the reason why sometimes we forget to take other things SO SERIOUSLY. Despite of all of those things, they gave me so much to remember in this part of my schooling. A lot of memories to keep, a lot of learning, a lot of knowledge, a lot of new experiences, and a lot of emotions that they have made me feel in the past few months that I've spent with them. I am very thankful that I was given the chance to spend my junior life with them.All those gatherings every time we have to practice? All those times that we ate together? All the times we bring food for our breakfast? All those picture taking moments? They are really worth remembering. There are all the ups and downs. The hardships that we encountered and at least we were able to get through those things, and I am proud with that. We learn all together at the same time. 

               In this point of my schooling, I learned how to accept, love, respect, be humble, and more countless things to be learned by a person. Accept all the things that aren't for you, all the things that are in the situation, accept that no one is perfect and everyone commit mistakes and accept the truth that you're not always the best and there may be someone who is greater than you. Love, I learned to love my classmates and my teachers. Respect all the decisions that people make and learn how to cooperate with what is said. I learned how to be humble with everything. I love my junior life! There's a lot of first times that I have experienced during this time. It's sad how fast the time flew when you are enjoying. It seems like yesterday when I was oriented on being a Junior student and now it's my third year life is nearly over.

[Blog 4.5- Third Year life]

Am I Special?

         

 Being special to a person is a big thing. Being treated as one by the one you also treat as a special someone is a bigger thing I think? So if it's about being special, everyone is, but not everyone feels that they are. That's the reason why some people tend to feel so lonely and feel like they are nobody, when in reality they are SOMEBODY. Before anything else, let us know what is the meaning of special? According to Mr. Merriam-Webster special is different from what is normal or usual, unusual in a good way, better or more important than others.  For me, based on my understanding of the word special, it is something to do with what you are, how unique you are, and how different you are to other people.

             Going back to the topic, am I special? For me, I consider myself as a special one, because I know that I am different to other people in a good way. Of course it's impossible to be completely the same as another person. There might be similarities but in totality, there will  always be the slightest difference. Even the identical twins  have differences. Generally, everyone is special in their own way, it's just that few are being noticed because of the standards that is set by people. There's another form of being special, specifically special to your family. Your family members consider you as one of the special persons in their life, because you are their family. Everyone treats their family special to them. Going to a higher and as a deeper meaning of special, let's talk about being a special someone, or treating someone special. Treating someone special is caused by the "SPECIAL" feelings you have for that "someone". That feelings may be LOVE, love which you feel for someone opposite of your gender and is not one of your family, that form of specialty is the one I don't have. There are also times that your friends are treating you special, something that they don't do to others but they are ready to do it for you because you are one of their friends. So as what I said, I consider myself, special, because there are some characteristics that you can find from me that is totally different from others. Attitude that I am the only one who possess. Yes, there is no one who consider me as their special one by means of that special feelings which is LOVE. Well at least there are still someone whom I know treats me special, and those are my friends and my family.

            If you feel like the one you treat as your someone special is not returning the favor of being special in a way that he/she feels something for you don't worry as what the lyrics says "There’s somebody out there who’s looking for you. Someday he’ll find you; I swear that it’s true. He’s gonna kiss you and you’ll feel the world standstill. There’s somebody out there who will. He’ll take you dancing and pull you in close, spin you around and won’t let you go till they turn the lights off and he’ll take you home. There’s somebody out there who will." Being special doesn't only mean that you have to be a somebody's someone special by means of the special feeling they have for you, it may also mean that you are different to others in a good way. Uniqueness is already enough for you to be considered as a special person. JUST BE YOURSELF AT ALL TIMES.

[Blog 4.3]